balance of caring and not caring...

Glad to hear from TZ that I might even be ready for auditions now. I do look forward to getting a formal education in school…so far the class at Juilliard has been a confirmation of what I already knew, as well as a way to learn to articulate the stuff I knew intuitively. Looking back, I’m grateful that the Lord has led me thru my musical endeavor. Strangely, this is one thing that God did not take away from my life. This is one thing in my life where I balance caring and not caring, or loving and not loving. Maybe this is the reason—I love music, but, I don’t love it to the point where it becomes an idol, something more important than God.