Lord spoke to me once again this morning. All these times, I asked the Lord to have me escape to his presence – divorcing all the drama of human life and be taken to a secluded place where there would be just me and my Lord. I often told him how I didn’t want to face disappointment; how I didn’t want to have my heart broken; how I didn’t want to have my hopes dashed into pieces. But, He compelled my heart that that’s the only place where I’ll find him – among the disappointed, among the discouraged, among the broken hearted. And all along this time, w/ all the anxiety of facing uncertain future, with all the wished that were shattered, I have never noticed that he’s the one who’s been encouraging me and healing my heart. What’s more, my heart is grieved that instead of listening to God’s word speaking to me, I heard Satan’s voice, telling me that somehow God’s depriving me of good blessings that everyone else gets to enjoy.
Lord, I’m not afraid anymore b/c if my hopes and dreams come true, I’ll praise you w/ grateful heart. But, even if they don’t come true, I’ll still find you to receive true fellowship of your comforting, encouraging, and healing me…
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