Lets see…
Last Saturday, had another opportunity to visit Binghamton to speak at a Korean fellowship. It was good to reconnect and get to know some students again. Hope that our relationship would continue as the Lord gives me more opportunities to go up and speak.
Profound experience last Sunday worship: I personally thought that the closing song I chose was pretty weak – it’s pretty old song that I’ve sang for years. The sermon, at least I thought, wasn’t a spiritual knock-out…I mean, it was good, but not GREAT to bring us to tears. But, towards the second verse, I saw one of our congregation members tearing up and thought to myself, ‘what’s going on?!?!?!’ It’s another thing if it was a sensitive woman who cries for everything. But, this particular time, it was this dude…I mean a dude…who’s sobbing w/ his wife next to him and holding him!! Incredible!
I get really overwhelmed w/ a sense of heaviness. Numerous times, I’ve seen people in the congregation tearing up and crying during the closing praise time. TZ said, next thing we know, they’re gonna start jumping around and speaking in tongues! And there have been times when I felt really bad preaching, thinking, ‘I must be really boring…I'm making no sense...I feel bad for people listening to me…I’d be bored if I were listening to me…’ And I look around all the eyes are fixed on me!! I mean, they look like bunch of deers in front of headlight! Just last week at Bing, one of the student leaders asked me for my sermon notes so he could pass it around…you mean…MY NOTES!?!?!?!?!
My explanation…it’s all GOD…I’m just taking everything for a ride. Yeah, being in ministry is more like watching GOD do all the work, rather than me trying to do GOD’s work…
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