prayer...

Lord, whatever happens in my life, no matter what you allow me to go thru, this is one thing I’ll never do: I will never doubt your goodness.  I know that everything happens in my life for a purpose that is best for me.  It’s funny how…I don’t really feel sad nor depressed.  I guess this is the change of heart that you’ve granted – though I don’t really know how long this would last – any day, my deceitful heart would come back and hold onto that idol…tear it out, Lord; tear it out!  No matter how much scar it’ll leave, tear it out.  I rather live w/ a huge scar than to have your good-gift-turned-idol come between us…